Well, this week was not my finest as a new sheep rancher. May, our first expectant ewe, went into labor and I wasn’t able to pull the lamb in time. Needless to say, she lost it. When lambs are born they’re supposed to come out front hooves first, with their heads essentially resting on their legs. It seems that this little guy had his knees bent, with hooves pointing in, making it a difficult delivery.
With Glenn gone, Bennett and I tried our best to get the lamb, but we just didn’t have the muscle power we needed. So, May had to wait for Glenn to get home the next day. (I was taken aback by just how much force was needed.)
It was funny. I felt much worse about the whole experience than I expected. I felt responsible for the loss of the lamb and it seemed to cast this dull shadow of doubt on my new journey. I’ve decided to consider it a year’s worth of lessons condensed into one day of loss. I learned a lot this week and I made some mistakes. Mistakes I won’t make again.
As for May, she’s slowly recovering from the ordeal…